Things have been so hectic lately. I went down and spoke at my alma mater, the place where all of my abuse started. It was overwhelming but also amazing. Every time I would go into that town, I would have knots in my stomach and barely make it near the campus. After that night, I felt empowered and like I finally took back a piece of myself that I lost then. Or maybe it wasn't even that, but that I was finally able to come to peace with where it started.
My only hope is that I was able to touch someone.. anyone.